Friday Morning

On Friday morning

Time for exercising

It was a sunny day

As I look at the sky

The weather is nice

Ready to go

With a swimsuit

I finally went 

Jump to the pool
Refreshing did I feel

Delighted was me
And I smile

Thirty minutes has elapsed

An hour has passed

Then a guy comes to me

Kind and fun are shown

"Do you swim alone?"

So he said to me,

I answered "Yes"

While looking to his eyes

I wonder,
His face did indeed

Not a typical kind of guy

I was mesmerized

Chatting with him

Such a joyful moment

Hoping to meet him again

It was my wish

Only knowing his name

I had enough

And waved his hand toward me

Before he left

                                                                                            ~ Christy Widjaja (DBC™) ~

                                                                                            

A Princess ♛

Who you are in your eyes
An ordinary girl
Not so much talking
Keeping things in herself

She loves music
Especially an instrumental
And jazz songs she listens
Played in her iTouch

Don't care about what others see
Becoming just the way she is
What to wear, use, and put on
She stays gorgeous

Awesome does she look
With her brown-reddish hair
A simple semi-formal dress
Constantly beautiful with no make-up

Everyone can't notice this girl
Except her adorable face
Searching everywhere,
Turns out a princess coming

The whole ballroom are stunned
Can't let their eyes of her
Changed the atmosphere
Into silence

Her inner beauty
Made her into a princess
That guys have been appreciated it
The kind of girl they want

Smile was her face
As if in the Cinderella story
She is the alluring one
In her own party celebration

And a prince finds her
There's no other woman in his life
Above all others that a man might see
For he had waited these long

Soon they will get married
He will make her happy, he promised.
To have a happy life
Becoming her as his wife                                            ~ Christy Widjaja (DBC™) ~

                                                                       

Christmas ain't Christmas anymore... lalala

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Remembrance....

Things can changed
You will have to wait
Depressed can't solve the problems
That pinned upon my heart
Hidden from aside
No one can help
Reading your diary,
I will do
Understand your word,
I promise
However, nothing can do better
Better for the two of us

I would like to apologize
The mistakes that I have done
Regret will not help
Forget the moment of togetherness
Sadness may endureth
Heading to the airport
Flew to the highest peak of life
Where LOVE can be found

It's all over again
Scattered away
Like the paper blew by the wind
Saw from above,
Just a broken piece of glasses
Endangered our life
The blood that flowing from our hand
Indeed made it hurts

And when my life back to normal,
With my open-minded
I realize what did I have done
Why do I do stupid such these?
Then, a question aroused in my mind,
Things can changed
Believing is the best way
If we believe in ourselves,
Changes will come

Then I believe in myself
Hoping that the changes will come
One day...
Smiling was occured on my face
My face was terribly happy
Even to queue in a long row
Treating as a king and a queen in a castle
I wish I would be one of them... Hehehe                                 

Unfinished journey... I will continue later ;)

                                                                                      ~ Christy Widjaja (DBC™) ~

                                                                                       

Why It Has to be "You"?

And again, I'm being an idiot for a stupid kind of love that I'm also cannot imagine,, hahaha... It's very difficult for me to forget those memories in my head :S It's natural, right? In my case of "loving someone", it is easy, but it cannot be say that it is hard. It takes time, not a simple process! A quote from my friend: if you want to forget about him, you must find another man that can cover your sadness. However, I don't want to find another guy first... I'm still young, you know :P I have to focus on my study first, then it's up to me when is the time... wkwk... At my teenage age right now, do I need someone special? Absolutely no... but yah it's for my own interest.. ^^

"Just because someone isn't in your life anymore, doesn't mean that memories aren't in your heart"

Tuhan, aku ingin punya pacar.... ت

“Kenapa?” tanya Tuhan tiba-tiba. Aku yang lagi bengong tiba-tiba sadar.

“Apa?” tanyaku.

“Kenapa kamu pengen punya pacar?” Tuhan bertanya lagi. Kali ini lebih lengkap.

“Kok?” aku yang sejak tadi cuma bengong tanpa ngomong apa-apa agak kaget juga waktu Tuhan nanya langsung gak pake basa basi lagi. Yah, seperti biasanya, aku juga udah tau sih kalo Tuhan tau pikiranku.

“Hueee… Tuhan langsung nembak gitu nanyanya, aku kan jadi malu.” Kataku ngeles.

Tuhan cuma senyum kecil.

“Iya, iya, kenapa ya?” aku mencari-cari alasan yang mungkin akan membuat Tuhan mengabulkan teriakan hatiku yang barusan kedengeran sama Tuhan.

“Karena…” aku mulai dengan nada sedatar-datarnya. “Karena, Tuhan bilang gak baik kalo manusia sendirian, butuh penolong. Iya kan? Untuk bermultiplikasi. Hehehe…” 

Ga yakin dengan jawabanku, aku menundukkan kepala, menyembunyikan senyumku, menggigit bibirku.

“Nyari jawaban yang alkitabiah ya?” Tuhan sok nebak-nebak.

Mukaku memerah. Aku tau Tuhan juga uda tau kenapa aku teriak pengen punya pacar di dalem hati. 

Aku pengen ada yang sayang-sayang, ada yang perhatiin, biar ga kesepian, dan ada yang cariin terus. 

Hehe… bukannya begitu ya keinginan setiap cewek single yang lagi menanti pacar?

Being an idiot ???

I'm feel like an idiot n I just realize that I'm an idiot today! Love stories always introduce many of us into what is called "dream" "fantasy"... Our mind already focuses to "that" someone... HAHA... we are as the idiot who cannot think and forgot what the last thing we do. I experience that moment which I forget all things and I concentrated my life to "that" guy. The guy that I do not know before... ^^ Wasting time, wasting energy to think about a MAN -.- What an idiot thing to do??

The time when I looked at him and passed by him, I am very excited and my best friends always says, "Dut, u are so blushing :$..." I'm just smiling :) My act is always like that when I saw him ^^ (idiot thing)

When we talk about love, we definitely have the feel that is elusive (hard to describe) and we just think about ourselves. We have the feel of attraction and people will feel awkward about us... Our enthusiasm/ eager arise suddenly without we realized it. This feel comes up under our consciousness. However, this lovesick problem cannot become the base or the foundation to where we lie our eternal love...

  Just share what I have read from the book "When God Writes Your Love Story"

Secrets of Mystery

The legend that happened for many years ago has been revealed. At last the mystery had been revealed! We are waiting for the right time, the right place, and the right people. Not many of the people know this legend. Legend is legend. It was already passed, but the seven people including me knows this legend. See ya, guys!

Kezee: guys, why don't we go to my house this Saturday?
Christine: ohh, it sounds great!
Maria: nice XD
Stefanie: hmm, i will ask my parents first ~
Jessica: ok2...
Me: deeppp silent >_< i cannot come!!!

All: whyy?? u should come to kezee's house.. it will be fun :)
Me: I have another plan to arrange.. sorry :(
Stefanie: ayoo Budut join us!
Maria: what happen sih, Xty?
Me: nothing happen... i just want to be alone this Saturday.. hehe
Kezee: :S
Jessica: this is unusual -.-
                                                     Flo: budut, ayoo! go home :)
Me: guys, I go home yaa ~ bye2
All: bye" take care... see yea tom!

Can you get what I'm saying?

Seorang pria dan wanita telah menikah selama lebih dari 60 tahun.
Mereka saling berbagi apa saja. Mereka berbincang tentang apa saja. Mereka tidak menyimpan rahasia satu dari yang lain, kecuali bahwa wanita tua itu mempunyai sebuah kotak sepatu di lemari pakaiannya yang dia katakan kepada suaminya untuk tidak sekali2 membukanya atau bahkan menanyakan tentang barang itu kepadanya.

Selama bertahun-tahun, si suami tak peduli tentang kotak itu, tetapi suatu saat si wanita tua itu jatuh sakit dan dokter mengatakan bahwa dia tidak akan sembuh. Untuk merapikan seluruh urusan mereka, si suami mengambil kotak sepatu itu dan membawanya ke ranjang tidur isteri yang sedang berbaring sakit.

Si isteri sepakat bahwa inilah saatnya untuk si suami mengetahui apa yang tersimpan di kotak itu.

Ketika dia membukanya, dia temukan ada 2 boneka rajut (crocheted dolls) dan setumpuk uang sejumlah $ 95,000 (~Rp 1milyar)! Dia segera bertanya kepada isterinya tentang barang dan uang tersebut.

“Ketika kita menikah,” si isteri menjelaskan, “nenekku menceritakan rahasia kebahagiaan perkawinan, yaitu jangan membantah. Dia bilang jika suatu saat saya merasa marah terhadapmu, saya harus tetap tinggal diam dan merajut sebuah boneka.”

Si suami tua itu sungguh tersentuh hatinya; dia sulit menahan air matanya. Hanya ada dua boneka yang indah di kotak itu, artinya sang istri marah kepadanya hanya dua kali selama bertahun-tahun hidup bersama dan saling mencintai. Hati suami berbunga-bunga karena rasa bahagia.

“Sayangku,” dia berkata, “sudah jelas bagiku tentang boneka itu, tetapi bagaimana tentang adanya uang sebanyak itu? Dari mana kau dapatkan itu?”

"Oh," isteri menyahut, “Itu adalah uang hasil penjualanku dari boneka-boneka yg aku rajut.... κªκªκªШκªκªκªκª, gubrak \=D/ =)) =))

In Search of the "Golden EGG"

There are many Eggs in the world, but only one that is Golden. I want to find my golden egg with the help of other eggs. I am now on a mission to find the Golden egg that is hidden for so long. I cannot imagine how to find this egg if other eggs do not help me in this mission. It is challenging for me to face this mission. I have to find strategies, boldness, initiative, etc to fulfill my mission. I have restored all my energy, strength, time, and money for the whole mission. It seems that I am in a such for something that is so dangerous. Don't you think?

In the dark, cloudy forest is the location where the Golden Goblet is located. My other eggs and me have not knew what we have to do now. We made a decision that we have to remain silent in here because there are many wild animals (mala fera in Latin). Just to find a Golden Egg is very hard. "No matter what," I said, we have to find this precious egg. We have the opportunities, but we do not use it maximize. We already in this place where the egg is located. We just need one more step to find this egg.

On the way, I really depressed on how my other eggs are easily discouraged me. This Golden Egg is my life. They cannot separated me from it. If I do not find this egg, I cannot live. If I am living right now, it is because my mind is half-separated. I just cannot think they left me alone in this dark, cloudy forest. However, I still have the courage to find what I am planning before. I cannot canceled my mission.

The transforming of a Golden Egg into a human as we can see, I state hereby that it will be transforming until I found the right Golden Egg. I will find the perfect egg for me to be transformed into a prince that will guide and protect me that will accompany me through happiness and sadness. Cherish together for the rest of our life...

Saatnya umur 17th

Dear Mr ...W... ,

Pernah merasakan saat waktu berhenti??? Pertama kali aku mengalami itu pas melihat mu sekilas dengan kacamata ku yg kotak berbingkai silver, dulu tuh sebelum aku berganti kacamata kaya sekarang. Kalo sekarang, kacamata aku tetap kotak berbingkai coklat... Balik ke topik yang tadi, aku pernah merasakan waktu kaya tiba-tiba berhenti. Tidak pernah merasakan ini seiring waktu berjalan dan tiba-tiba STOP gitu... tapi menyenangkan juga...hehehe xP..
I had never experience this before, but now I can imagine how is it.. YAY!!

Waktu terasa berhenti dan binggung apa yang harus aku lakukan melihat mu... Aduuhh^.^
Kok tiba-tiba jadi "nervous" gitu abis melewati kamu. Padahal belom pernah liat dan belom pernah kenal. Ini baru pertamanya liat kamu. Kamu sih ga ganteng-ganteng amat sih, tapi ga tau deh... (my first impression of you) Seiring berjalannya waktu, kamu menurut aku, dengan gaya dan posture mu, di liat-liat ganteng banget malahan... seumur hidup baru pernah liat cowo kaya gini... busett! "once in my life time" Jarang-jarang gini ngeliat kaya beginian. Melihat mu sudah membuat ku menjadi bisu...

Itu tepatnya hari minggu.. Dengan sangat binggung nya, melihat kamu sambil benggong (ga tau mau ngapain). Pas ketemu lagi, hari selasa minggu depannya, bawaan nya super duper HAPPY! It's because of you... Dengan polos nya, aku meminta nomor handphone kamu (ingat ga?). Bego amat sih (ga tau malu banget). Tapi dengan terkejutnya, kamu langsung kasih, tanpa tanya-tanya apapun pertanyaan nya itu... (^^,)

Beruntung sekali, baru pertama liat, trus minta nomor handphone, duduk bareng di bis, etc... Semangat sekali rasanya hidup kaya gitu... Waktu seperti tidak berjalan...