Why It Has to be "You"?

And again, I'm being an idiot for a stupid kind of love that I'm also cannot imagine,, hahaha... It's very difficult for me to forget those memories in my head :S It's natural, right? In my case of "loving someone", it is easy, but it cannot be say that it is hard. It takes time, not a simple process! A quote from my friend: if you want to forget about him, you must find another man that can cover your sadness. However, I don't want to find another guy first... I'm still young, you know :P I have to focus on my study first, then it's up to me when is the time... wkwk... At my teenage age right now, do I need someone special? Absolutely no... but yah it's for my own interest.. ^^

"Just because someone isn't in your life anymore, doesn't mean that memories aren't in your heart"

Tuhan, aku ingin punya pacar.... ت

“Kenapa?” tanya Tuhan tiba-tiba. Aku yang lagi bengong tiba-tiba sadar.

“Apa?” tanyaku.

“Kenapa kamu pengen punya pacar?” Tuhan bertanya lagi. Kali ini lebih lengkap.

“Kok?” aku yang sejak tadi cuma bengong tanpa ngomong apa-apa agak kaget juga waktu Tuhan nanya langsung gak pake basa basi lagi. Yah, seperti biasanya, aku juga udah tau sih kalo Tuhan tau pikiranku.

“Hueee… Tuhan langsung nembak gitu nanyanya, aku kan jadi malu.” Kataku ngeles.

Tuhan cuma senyum kecil.

“Iya, iya, kenapa ya?” aku mencari-cari alasan yang mungkin akan membuat Tuhan mengabulkan teriakan hatiku yang barusan kedengeran sama Tuhan.

“Karena…” aku mulai dengan nada sedatar-datarnya. “Karena, Tuhan bilang gak baik kalo manusia sendirian, butuh penolong. Iya kan? Untuk bermultiplikasi. Hehehe…” 

Ga yakin dengan jawabanku, aku menundukkan kepala, menyembunyikan senyumku, menggigit bibirku.

“Nyari jawaban yang alkitabiah ya?” Tuhan sok nebak-nebak.

Mukaku memerah. Aku tau Tuhan juga uda tau kenapa aku teriak pengen punya pacar di dalem hati. 

Aku pengen ada yang sayang-sayang, ada yang perhatiin, biar ga kesepian, dan ada yang cariin terus. 

Hehe… bukannya begitu ya keinginan setiap cewek single yang lagi menanti pacar?

God's Miracle

God's Miracle is indeed happening around us.. A week ago, Roy is planning to celebrate Kezee's birthday and today is the time! We invite kezee to eat @ the Nest, Kuningan Place... where roy inhabited this apartment.. the environment is good to eat at the nest, but it's open at 11, and now the clock still strikes 10.. we moved to another restaurant, Ranch Market @ Oakwood, Mega Kuningan... it's very near from there ^^

With my DSLR camera, everyone is excited to take photos! lol... roy and louis eat Dori Fish; kezee and I eat Turkey steak! ;) what a pleasant food, environment, and friends ~(^_^)~

Our stomach is occupied by all those foods :D next destination is go back to the apartment again to meet Paul.. because he is the person who brought the surprise for Kezee! aw aw aw, it's a flower!! Photo sessions are being held again with the birthday girl... UNFORTUNATELY, Jessica was unable to come (>_<)

On our way back to the car after eating, Roy forgot the parking ticket... aduhh... searching all around the car, we did not find the ticket :( And, sound was ringing from his car... ohh it's sms from God! ehhh,, when he is flipping his Bible once, it turns out the ticket was there!! Praise God!! 

At last, we do not pay for the charge of the lost ticket :D:D Yipee!!

God's miracle is indeed happening all around us ;)

Ignorant !!

Have you ever feel that you are taught by the teacher and felt like it is not important or we already heard it before? However, the teacher has the responsibility to teach and to tell about the subject.. lagian jg, kadang2 anak2 nya yg bandel...

Sebel ga sih jika kita diajarin guru, tp gurunya ga mengajarkan kita ttng sesuatu hal yg baru? itu mungkin terjadi pas kita ga mendengarkan gurunya ato gurunya yg ga bisa mengajarkan kepada kita... tp kasus ini berbeda yg di alami oleh itin sama kezee...*

di satu sisi lain, kalo kita menjadi guru itu, kita mau ngomong something that is really important to them, and the students did not really care about it, pasti guru itu sebel and marah kan?? itu yg aku mau ngomongin disini.. bahwa seandainya kita menjadi guru gitu, apakah yg kita rasakan terhadap situasi itu...